I've binged...why the fuck did I go and do that for?  


I feel so sick and bloated and I just want to go upstairs, ram my fingers down my throat and purge the hell out of myself.


My stomach hurts to the point where I want to curl up in a ball and cry my guilt and pain away.


Was it worth it?  Not even in the slightest.  I hate myself.


I HATE MYSELF!!!!


GSK xoxo