I've binged again.  Not a huge binge, but I had reached my 100 cals for the day and then ended up eating 2 double chocolate cookies, a couple of sweets and half a ham sandwich my son left.  Ugh.


Feel bloated and terrible now.  I purged a little but it made me so upset that I had to stop.  The only way I'm going to get rid of all this unnecessary food in my fat stomach is to go and buy laxatives.  For the first time by the way.  And I really hope they work.  I am so cross with myself.


Stupid stupid ugly fat wench!  Fucking argh!!!!


GSK xoxo