Weighed in this morning and I'm STILL 141 lbs! FML!!!
What more do I need to do?! Right, I need to rethink my eating plans. I know for a fact I stayed under 500 cals yesterday and I had a stomach bug and all the joys that brings. And yet I haven't lost even a lb?!
So so so annoyed right now. Really fed up. The upshot of all this is that it's strengthened my resolve.
I'm going to go down to one meal a day, one decent (but still under 500 cals) meal for lunch. The rest of the time it will be fasting, with only cups of tea/coffee/diet coke/water to drink. So basically here's how it will break down, obviously today isn't included because I won't have fasted for as long... :
Fast from 1pm - 12pm (23 hour fast)
Lunch (500 cals or less) (between 12 and 1 pm)
And repeat....
Fairly straightforward. And I'm determined to stick with it this time. I will not fuck things up again.
Day two: What is your MAIN reason for wanting to lose weight? (Be honest).
Time for a ridiculously honest answer. Being the weight I am now makes me miserable beyond words. And no matter how many people tell me that I'm a healthy weight for my height, I have flab and fat where I wish I didn't and the sight of it repulses me to a point where I've asked my bf to take the mirrors down in the house. So I guess what I'm saying is that I want to lose weight for me, so that I can look at myself without cringing.
Much love, AK xoxo
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