Courtesy of the new library...ooh it's lush. I can write here without fear of my family discovering my blog and musings so it is perfect and blissful.
I went to the therapy appointment and have been diagnosed as EDNOS. This apparently is because even though I restrict which is an anorexia tendancy, I also use laxatives for purging and binge a fair bit, which is characteristic of bulimia. Hence EDNOS. I'm unspecified. I'm broken and damaged and not interested in being fixed, which I explained to the lady at the appointment but she insisted I give it a try. I'm to have 7 sessions with a dietician and a nutritionist and at least 25 therapy sessions. Just awaiting the appointment dates now. UGH.
It's hard to want to be treated when I'm not wholly convinced I'm doing something wrong. I'm not screwed up, I just see things in a different light.
Anyway, now my son is back at school I'm back to my regular eating habits. Had to alter a little to accomodate xmas.
Today's weight = 141 lbs. (10st 1lb).
Going to try to fit in my Zumba workout at some point today, the cardio session burns around 600 cals which is awesome. And makes you sweat like a nervous pig. Heyho, onwards to slimmer pastures.
Also, a randomly unrelated note, I'm going to read up on Buddhism...as far as I'm aware no Buddhists waged war on other religions so I think that may suit me down to the ground and help keep me focused and aligned.
Much love,
AK xoxo
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