Apologies for my absence, my laptop keeps crashing :/ Need a new one ideally but with Christmas around the corner it will have to wait.
Not had a good couple of days really, I succumbed to allow Heffy to take control, much to Connie's dismay and anger. Tomorrow I need to push Heffy aside and allow Connie a bit of free reign to even the balance. Was good as gold all day, I even relished the emptiness of my stomach as it applauded my efforts. And then as per usual I go and fuck up all my hard work by eating junk food. Today's junk food = KFC! And whilst I suppose it WAS finger licking good, it definitely wasn't worth it. Can't wait to get my Zumba dvd's so I can indulge in a workout I will enjoy and get the body that I really want...thin slender and sleek...more to the point, beautiful. God, how I long to look in the mirror and see something beautiful staring back at me.
Just took some lax's, haven't been for almost a week now and my tummy is more bloated and distorted than usual :/
Tomorrow is a brand new day... smile and be happy....
::dreading the scales, the numbers just keep on rising::
Much love,
AK xoxo
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